Romancing the Spirit: One of the Most Important Metaphysical “Rules of the Game”

 

(Originally written in Pisac, Peru in August of 2016)

Many times throughout our lives, people are meant for each other; maybe not forever, but for that precise moment. And that is beautiful in itself. Why do people feel compulsions to be around or with certain people and not others? Promiscuity is heavily stigmatized in societies throughout the world. Should it be? Of course, complete sexual promiscuity without any conscious intention can be harmful, but promiscuity in the idea that we are naturally attracted to people we meet on our journeys should not be necessarily looked down upon because there are important reasons for it. There is a mature way to understand and handle our relationships and friendships. If we can totally learn this “art”, how far can we go? This is the “art” that I am studying and would like to begin to explain.

Delusions are important in our lives in that after a delusionary episode, whether big or small, we are less likely in the future to fall into the same delusion again or others that are similar. Nearly always, we do not realize that we are delusionary until after the period has finished, and that is fine as long as we successfully make it into a clear frame of mind from which to view and assimilate new realizations. Once we have made it through enough delusions, we can start to be more aware of when we are actually living in reality and what reality entails. Many may think “reality” being something beyond “this world”, but reality is within this world if we can find it.

I have gone through many transformations within the past seven years or so. Initially my journey led down the path of volunteer work or “karma yoga” in Nepal. This led me to a further appreciation of “service” to others and the qualities that matter to different religions. After returning to the states, my passion to understand various religions continued and eventually led me down the spiritual path, which can be read about here. Last year I began this blog to document what I had learned and to have an outlet to write in the future. The “new” knowledge that I have learned has sort of taken this to a “higher level” per se, at least in my own regards.

Three months ago, after my last meditation course, I was “presented” with a book written by Carl Jung to study and incorporate into my own path. Actually I had bought two Jung books about four months before and read the first Memories, Dreams, and Reflections. The second book, Archetypes of the Collective Unconscious, I began after the Vipassana course on “meta day.” When I started reading it, because of the clarity of my mind at the time, I was able to quickly deduce whether what he was trying to say was correct or not. Within a very short amount of pages, my entire life had changed. I was just able to see my own past and present experiences and relationships in a new light and the world made much more sense afterwards. Since then, I have applied this information to my life and it has totally changed once again.

I was immediately able to see my present relationship and past few relationships in this light and I was able to communicate with those individuals and share with them what I had learned. Initially there was confusion or non-belief, but eventually they knew it to be true as well.

The basis is this: The only way that we can evolve or change who we are is by being around other people. Not so far-fetched. But to understand the exact processes that occur, metaphysically, changes everything.

One important aspect of Jung’s “theory” is that it is not a theory at all, but an empirical fact. That anyone can understand and replicate this within their own lives. Even if we are hesitant to believe, it still is always occurring, has always occurred, and will always occur. With this said, the more that people can be aware of this knowledge, the faster “positive” changes can happen within our society at large.

There are many different types of archetypes, but Jung chooses to focus heavily on the anima archetype or anima/anima relationship the most, perhaps because it is quite easy to see in our lives. He states that the meeting of an anima and an animus is fate, but what occurs after the meeting is free will. Anyone that studies philosophy will understand the debate that has occurred since time remembered of whether or not we have free will or pre-destination. In this metaphysical system, fate and free will co-exist in the present moment. Through our own free will we change who we are fated to meet. Perhaps only through this process can we actually meet the “one” if they do indeed exist. I have written about it a lot in past writings. Finally, this is an easy way to see how both can work within our world.

Why is there a need for these relationships to occur? The reason for these meetings to occur is to create balance within our society, by creating balance within the individual. Balance how? It is important to understand that we can be either an anima or an animus and are throughout our lives to countless individuals. The anima is the representative of the feminine unconscious. The animus is the representative of the masculine consciousness. When these two meet up, the desired “goal” is for both parties to work together to “transmute” the unconscious anima archetype, making it conscious. When this occurs, the person who had an imbalance of femininity becomes more masculine and the person with an imbalance of masculinity becomes more feminine. This is the only way for this “balancing” to occur on a spiritual “internal” level. In actuality, we are not really balancing our own energies, we are increasing them both to higher levels gradually. Masculine energy does not necessarily mean “manliness” and feminine energy does not necessarily mean “womanliness.” To me increasing our masculine energy means increasing our ability to “take control” of our lives. Increasing our feminine energy means learning to “let go”. If someone takes control or let’s go for too long, both paths lead to misery. We must learn to “swim” between the two energies. This can only be done through the process of the anima-animus relationship.

Meditation is amazing in the fact that it can help us to become the “best possible version” of who we are at this moment, but it cannot fundamentally change who we are. The anima/animus relationship is actually the way to mold and change who we are and we cannot always “choose” the way that we would like to evolve. This is actually beneficial to the “grand story” in that we do not know who we will be in the future as we do not know who “fate” has in store for us to meet. In my own journey, there is no way I could have predicted who I would be today one year ago, five years ago, ten years ago, etc. I believe this “path” will continue and there is no way I can predict who I will be in the years to come. Those that wish to “plan” their whole lives, to stay on a “path” or “track” are actually limiting themselves and their own evolution.

So, occasionally, when a person is “stuck” for too long in their own path, whether that be the conscious “in control” path or the unconscious “letting go” path, an individual will be “fatefully” assigned to that person to help them “break free” from their own evolution’s “stuckness”. This occurs every moment of every day for people across the world, whether they are aware of it or not. It is so fundamental and intrinsic to our world that the world could not continue otherwise. Jung goes further and states that this process has been occurring since before time began. Something that is not necessarily important to fully understand at this moment, other than everything that we think we know, our morals, our history, everything has actually been shaped by this process.

If we can be consciously aware of this process in our day-to-day lives, we can actually change our own fate, or at least who we will meet in the future. Where will it lead? Who will we meet? The “one”? Does the one actually exist? Because the thought or the experience of the one comes so often, especially as an anima, we must be constantly vigilant to its potential falsehood. The one may just be special in that they allow us to continue meeting new people, except with the stability of a companion to keep us “on track”.

The anima within, at least to me, feels like a “compulsion” to be with a specific person or animus. Overtime, which varies, this compulsion slowly rises and passes away and then all that exists is love. There is no more compulsion, and it is “ok” for both to move on in their respective lives separately. Usually, coming back together feels that the two never separated and the love between the two does not decrease. There is just no longer a “need” to be with that person. There is no more jealousy or anger if that person moves on and usually both people do feel comfortable moving on after a transmutation has occurred. Many times, they can and do stay together. This process occurs whether people are consciously aware of it or not.

I have always noticed that I tend to fall in and out of love quickly and this information explains the reasons I have always been like this. Is it a “bad” thing? Perhaps society may say so, but I see it as a plus to be “successful” in this life and process. Is love something that can be controlled or only accepted when it comes? For me I merely accept it when it comes in the present and I know that it will always come again in the future.

To me, it is incredible that this is not “common knowledge” at this moment. Perhaps it has been in the past, but just forgotten or not properly acknowledged. When we discover metaphysical empirical facts about our lives that we were at one time unaware of, it can make a major shift in our development and awareness.

In the past, if I met someone I was perhaps different from, or didn’t particularly like, or seemed boring, I might not have given them the time of day. I just didn’t think it was important to focus on them. Now I see the importance of every meeting and every person that I meet. This process allows both individuals to “evolve,” and in doing so it evolves humanity. What is the final evolution? Is there one? I’m not sure, but it is not necessarily important. The journey is the destination.

In the past three months since I began consciously “experimenting” with this knowledge, I feel my life has taken another course. I can now actively see when “fate” intervenes in my life, introducing me to new people. I no longer have to actively seek out new relationships or friendships. They are “sent” to me. I can also now immediately be aware of when I am an anima or animus to another person. I can see their “imbalances” of masculinity or femininity and why I am there in their life. Since I am completely comfortable with my own masculinity or femininity, there is a pretty equal amount of times that I am “chosen” to be either an anima or an animus. I have also got to the point that I can recognize the transformations that are occurring within my own spirit and body, becoming more masculine or feminine after transmutations. These changes inevitably change my own course and who I will meet in the future. My physique has changed in the past three months. Muscles and “sculptedness” are coming to areas that were not “sculpted” in the past, without any type of physical exercise to accompany it.

In essence, this process means that we will never get tired of our lives, for we will never know who we will be in the future. A society of constantly evolving fully aware individuals will be something amazing to witness. We will never get tired or want to go somewhere else like “heaven” or “nirvana.” This is heaven on earth… If one can answer the question of why we are here, and easy answer would be to continually evolve. This process, and understanding it fully, is one of the most fundamental ways of doing so.

We should not be afraid of swimming throughout the world, meeting new people, and realizing why we are meeting them. Embrace this metaphysical “rule to the game”.

Blessed.

I Believe I Was Wrong About Trump – Prepare Yourself

I never hold any regrets about what I have thought or believed in the past. I can only try to be more intelligent and discerning in the future. I could still be wrong in giving up my support for Trump… But in light of new information that I have been studying and researching, I do not think that Trump will ultimately be a good president for the USA. His ignorance, his lack of self-perspective, and objectivity will never allow him to break free of his ego, nor of those who are controlling him. This is the most important thing that a leader can do. If he cannot do this, he should not be the leader. If some sort of false flag occurs, there will be no bounds to his fury or his offensive against whoever the establishment tells him where the perpetrators.

I said around a year ago in one of my videos that it looked like to me that the “powers that be” were trying to build a group of individuals who would support Trump no matter what he did. This is always a very dangerous situation, no matter who the leader is. It is a repeat of Nazi Germany. There is a major cult of personality being built around Trump, that is he is infallible and perfect and this is extremely dangerous. A cult of personality the likes of which the USA has never seen has been meticulously developed around Trump.

I hope that I am wrong. I hope that a false flag attack does not occur on US soil. I want the best for everyone. But if you have a leader who is not in control of himself, who can be manipulated by those around him, like his predecessors before him, then this does not end up good for anyone.

The saddest part is that we truly are so close to actually breaking free. We are on a verge of mass awakening. But the powers that be are truly too entrenched at the moment. It is not light versus darkness, but darkness versus darkness at this moment. They both share the same goal. It is hard for me to be so pessimistic at the moment, but I must share the feelings that I am being forced to experience at the moment. At the moment, short of a miracle, I do not see the way out of this for us… Which I have sort of felt for a while, but I have also not lost my faith that we will find a way one day.

I am merely asking people to stop choosing sides. For now, both sides are compromised. They want full control. They will not stop until they have achieved it. Focus on yourself through spirituality and faith. One day someone will come along that will have the true power to stop them, but I do not see who this is yet at this moment.

Trump has been “built” for this moment, as was his predecessors since Kennedy. I would love to believe, and I have believed in the past, that he was “built” for a positive future, but it is becoming increasingly obvious that this will not be the case. I expect to see some sort of negative event now that will change everything. Some sort of false flag to push “their” ultimate wish. Much like what happened after 9/11 with Bush. Trump probably believes that he is actually a good person. He probably believes that through his own power he won the White House and through his own power he can save the US. But it is not so. For we cannot be a good person if we do not have control over ourselves. He has no deeper understanding of who he truly is, or what he is capable of. Power corrupts absolutely unless one has a deep faith or spirituality, which Trump does not possess. At this moment, it would take a miracle for this to change.

Whatever happens, the light is already strong enough to eventually dispel the darkness. Darkness will do its best to extinguish the light that has been lit, but we must not let it.

If they crash the economy or the markets, they will surely blame it fully on Trump and the Republican’s policies. This will ensure a Democratic majority and leadership for years to come. Perhaps this is our fate. Socialism will not help the US, it will be the scapegoat that will only enslave us further. Russia has gone through a century of turmoil to come to where it is now. As have multiple other countries with sound leadership. Perhaps, although I hope not, this is what they have in store for the US. The policies being lined up at the moment will not be good for the American citizens. They are only touching the surface of change. The #ReleaseTheMemo will only bag the outer men, not the deeper ones who are still untouchable. Until these scum are removed, we cannot proceed forward. The military does not need more funding.

Praying for peace. Praying that somehow Trump in his advanced age can awaken, but at the moment I do not think this is the case. I hope that I am wrong about all of this…

I will always stand with truth, with love, and with justice. I hope that God’s will will be done in all times.

Praying for the U.S.A. Praying for the world. God bless.

I would urge you to re-read my post from Oct. 2015: https://thisamericansadhu.com/2015/10/30/getting-serious-about-the-seeming-inevitability-of-collapse/

Update: 10:00 PM Israeli time. – Just was led to this post which I think is very relevant to what I just posted.

False Flag Super Bowl Nuke Alert by Kevin Barrett – Veterans Today Editor

Everything is lining up “false flag” for this year’s Super Bowl.

I reported last October that US Bank Stadium suddenly fired its security provider and replaced it with G4S, the notorious “black ops CIA” outfit formerly known as Wackenhut. G4S is the company that employed Omar Mateen, the gay patsy blamed for the Orlando nightclub shooting. (For the unbelievable details of Mateen’s career as a G4S-orchestrated flaming patsy, check out the investigations of former CIA Officer Robert David Steele and others in my edited book Orlando False Flag.) Rumors have also linked G4S to the Las Vegas shooting and other suspected false flags.

How many fake “radical Muslim” patsies is G4S running in the huge Somali community of the Twin Cities? Will one of them be blamed for doing something crazy to the Super Bowl?

Another warning sign: The company that engineered US Bank Stadium is into “disaster response.”

Coincidentally (?) the two teams playing in this Super Bowl just happen to be named after the two leading symbols of jingoistic American militarism. The term “Patriots,” which originally referred to heroic warriors against empire, has been hijacked by false flaggers, giving us such abominations as the “Patriot Act” (most Orwellian expression ever?) and the 9/11 holiday “Patriot Day” (a more appropriate name would be “Treason Day.”) And the Eagle, of course, is our national raptor, symbolizing America’s fetish for swooping down on smaller, helpless countries and ripping them apart.

The timing is worrisome: Donald Trump appears to be on the ropes, vulnerable to a potential knockout punch from Mueller and his allies, as discussed in my recent interview with former Presidential Policy Advisor Barbara Honegger. The latest news – that Trump tried to fire Mueller last summer but was unable to do so – seems to be part of an escalating onslaught that could put Trump in a position to think that the only thing that will save his presidency would be a major false flag. Check out this piece from Raw Story:

Trump says privately that a terror attack could save him and GOP from 2018 election bloodbath

Trump has built his political career on Islamophobia, rabid nationalism, macho bluster…and, in recent months, nuclear brinksmanship. The best thing that could possibly happen to his presidency, maybe the only thing that can save his presidency, would be a huge false flag blamed on Muslims. If it’s big enough, he’ll be in a position to grab quasi-dictatorial powers and put an end to the assaults on his sensitive, narcissistic ego.

Presidents don’t orchestrate false flags. They probably don’t even directly order them. But the people who do orchestrate the false flags – moles and professional killers, according to Tarpley – usually stage them to benefit the sitting president, while also achieving their own policy objectives.

More possible warning signs:

“SMG, which runs venue management for US Bank Stadium, also manages events at Manchester Arena, the site of the Ariana Grande concert “bombing” on May 22. SMG’s clients may be found on their website. ” –source

To read more: https://www.veteranstoday.com/2018/01/26/super-nuke/

Additional Update:

Know that someone who is controlled by ego is controlled by ego. They are not actually in control of themselves. This is a universal truth. The Trump that we see is not Trump at all, but Trumps ego. Historically this has been extremely dangerous. It makes it very easy to control him. He is essentially a combination of Reagan and Obama. Slowly becoming senile, but also controlled by his own ego. I have been very optimistic but after doing deeper research, it looks just as much that he has ultimately been chosen by one side of the PTB. This cannot turn out good ultimately.

Hope that I am wrong but I know that I am correct when discussing ego.

Just sharing what I am being led to share. It’s ok if you disagree with me. We will ultimately see if I am wrong or right. Many times when things are too good to be true, they really are. Something seems to be on its way.

Has anyone asked why this #ReleaseTheMemo has become so important? Doesn’t it seem like only those “out in the open” are being implicated. The true controllers would never be seen and they certainly would not have leadership positions in the FBI. Does it not seem this is a major OP to fully discredit the FBI and intelligence agencies? I want to see the true swamp drained. Not just a little… Put the pieces together.

What is going to happen or might happen will be much deeper. Trump and Pence, IF nothing happens, can save the USA and the world for that matter. I still believe that. But IF something does happen, say a major false flag, than it all goes out the window. Like seriously. Bush wasn’t so bad until 9/11 and then his puppetness and ignorance truly came out. Fuck Cheney knew it was going to happen all along. That is what could be so dangerous about Trump and Pence. Truly, they will either go along with the program as they MUST, or they could ultimately be major wolfs in sheeps clothing, although I doubt it.

Imagine for a second if they truly pulled the plug on the economy. “They” always have this power. There could literally be nothing that Trump could do about it. He will only go downhill if his efforts are leading to bad results, especially if they are outside his control. He might be great if everything is going well, but can you imagine him if they are going downward fast? This is what we have not seen. This is what I am scared about.

Melania seems to know that something is up. She is a clue.

Hopefully just by discussing the possibilities we can preempt them from happening.

Update 10:30 PM:

I am a trader as well. Gold and silver are perfectly positioned at this moment just waiting for an event. I thought it could be the memo, but that is not big enough. If a FF hits, gold and silver are setup here to go to 10,000$ an ounce and $500 an ounce fast.

They are perfectly positioned for this move. A false flag here will crash the economy, crash the dollar, and make gold and silver go bezerk. The markets are just waiting on it.

There has to be an event to kick it off.

And this was posted yesterday!

Trump says it will be hard to unify country without a ‘major event’

“Hours before his first State of the Union, President Donald Trump said Tuesday that he wants to unite the country amid “tremendous divisiveness” and hopes he can do so without a traumatic event affecting Americans.

Trump spoke about creating a more united country during a lunch with a number of television news anchors. Trump said the United States has long been divided, including during the impeachment of former president Bill Clinton. Trump also said that Americans usually come together during times of suffering.

“I would love to be able to bring back our country into a great form of unity,” Trump said. “Without a major event where people pull together, that’s hard to do. But I would like to do it without that major event because usually that major event is not a good thing.” “

He knows what is about to come!!!! Wake up!

PBS

Update 1:30 AM:

One more post: TRUMP DO NOT RELEASE THAT FREAKING MEMO.

This “memo” or whatever it is is nothing more than a creation, pure and simple. Someone made it for a very specific purpose. They are trying to cram it down our throats.

I at first wanted to see this memo as well, but the way they have pushed it so fast, you know that this is a creation by someone with a very specific agenda.

Please God help Trump to wake up. Please God help him to see clearly through the fog.

Kelly is giddy with the excitement for the “world to see it.” Trump’s instincts were right about him. Sack him!

Whatever it said, the fact that it was so shocking means it was probably a piece of fiction in the first place. I would not doubt for a second that whoever created it wanted Trump to implicate Obama, even if Obama was never aware of what was going on, in order to eventually either make Trump look bad OR worse to start a civil war.

We must think of all possibilities. It does absolutely no good to release this for Trump. NOTHING.

Take time on this and think it through.

What is the rush? Who is rushing this? When the heck have they ever rushed to push a memo just so the American people can see it?

Think it through.

Don’t release the memo Trump or you will regret it! Trey Gowdy knows what the heck is going on. That is why he is out.

One of the best congressmen we have ever had…

Sad sad deal.

Someone’s head is going to roll.

Think about it! Nunes is a damn Republican congressman from California! Republicans do not get elected in California unless they are “pushed” through.

This guy is either ignorant, paid for, or skum.

He looks so nice, I even thought so. But he smells like a dirty rat.

Sucks, but the memo is a fake. Even NUNES admitted the memo came from a supposed ”network of whistleblowers.” This is a load of crap.

Mueller needs to refocus his efforts, not on Russia, but someone else. Can he do it? That is the million dollar question. Can he paint the true picture? If he could, he would go down in history as the greatest American patriot of all time.

Do it Mueller! Go after who really put Trump in office. You have my blessing!

For reading on the slimy Nunes shenanigans: Business Insider

Travel Journal through Israel thus far – Sept. ‘17 – Jan. ‘18

Sept. 3rd, 2017 – 8:00 PM – Madrid, Spain – Airport

Starting a new journal today as I also started a new journey. I have had a very long layover in Madrid and did not sleep well on the flight here so I’ve been quite jet-lagged. In a few hours from now I’m heading to Israel for a long mission. I will be studying my master’s degree at the University of Tel Aviv for Middle Eastern Studies. Excitement is an understatement. If possible I will make the effort to eventually write a thesis. Furthermore I am giving up my five main addictions: alcohol, tobacco, weed, sexual activity, and meat. I have said for sometime that if I went back to school I would do it right, full bore and no messing around and I believe this is that time.

I’ll arrive at 5 am and if all goes as planned I will take the train to the station near Adam’s house and drop off my main school backpack. Afterwards I’ll take my smaller backpack and leather satchel on the bus to sit a vipassana at Deganya Bet. I’ll serve two more weeks after it is finished and then head to the goat farm near Nazareth called “Goats With the Wind.” After two weeks here I’ll head back to Adam’s, get my student visa and school starts October 17th. I’ll be sharing a dorm with three random international graduate students. Lots of excitement to come.
I feel like a young Mike Tyson entering his prime going to academia. It’s a crazy rush and I don’t know what’s going to happen. 🙂

Sept. 4th – 8:30 am – On bus from Netanya to Tiberius
So more or less everything has perfectly worked out. I got to see Adam and drop off my bag. Unfortunately he took me to the wrong station, but an hour later and I found my way.

Once I get to Tiberius, I have to wait for a shared taxi to vipassana at Deganya. I booked travel insurance late night to secure my time at the center. When I arrive at Tiberius, I need to print it out and get detergent and an adaptor.

Before I left Arkansas, I successfully raised $5,000 for local charities through a local gallery called the Golden Turtle Art Gallery. Was a smashing success!

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Tel Aviv sunset.

11:30
Made it to Tiberius! Went to market and bought some amazing hummus, ok olives, and bread. Got a little ripped off on the bread and a bottle of water… Getting ripped off is ok at the beginning, because usually I don’t know the price of things.

After food I went to my favorite swimming spot in Tiberius and it was amazing. The water level was at least 10 to 15 feet less than last time I was there.

My question today, specifically after reading more of Julius Evola (who is absolutely incredible), is are Israeli women more beautiful because they were born more spiritually evolved or is it genetics?

Sept. 14th – 5:30 PM – Deganya Bet, Dhamma Pamoda
It is Metta day at at Dhamma Pamoda. Last time I was here I was doing construction on the center so I have come full circle in a way. I was supposed to serve the next course but I have decided to move on in my travels. I will go through Tiberius, Tzfat, Nazareth, and then the goat farm. Everything has been perfect.

Must practice more with non-verbalization and not looking for anything – no expectations.

Sept. 15th – 11:30 AM – Tiberius – Yali’s Restaurant
I really feel like this morning’s meditation taught me exactly what I’ve been doing wrong in meditation, the last morning of all time! I have to remove verbalization completely. Goenka has told me so many times and yet since my first course I verbalized. I always have. AND I was telling everyone how I was sort of retiring from vipassana! I met a lot of wonderful people though and basically have connections all over Israel now. 🙂 Just wonderful people.

I made it to Tiberius and plan on staying for two nights at the hostel here, then three nights in Tzfat, and then 2-3 nights in Nazareth before heading to the farm. Very interesting that all of the major Jewish holidays are coming up over the next few weeks. I’ll be in Nazareth for Rosh Hoshanah and then the farm for Yom Kippur.

I joined the Facebook group for other people in my MAMES course and they all look freaking amazing. Like seriously. Could not be more stoked about it. When I explained it to everyone at the center, they all though it was pretty cool.

I’m heading to the Jordan River to a jam session with two people from Germany that I met. A nice guy and girl. Think it will be epic. Think I will meditate before.

Sept. 23rd, ‘17 – Abu-Ashraf – Nazareth
Well I’ve let go pretty hard over the last week. Lots of drinking and smoking. So I didn’t last too long. I am staying one more night in the Fauzi Azar to watch the Hog game than I’m moving to the goat farm in Yodfat. I think that is exactly what I need. A place for creation, discipline, and working with animals.

I traveled with a German girl of Afghani descent for three days. All was fun, but our convos sometimes got too deep and our perspectives were quite different. She left yesterday to go to the Jordan River with another group.

Sept. 26th, ‘17 – 7:00 PM – Yodfat, Goats with the Wind
I made it to the goat farm on Sunday. Been working HARD past two days. Like no joke hard. Lots of heavy lifting. Lots of irrigation in the hot, hot sun. Some very nice people here though. Amnon and Dahlia are doing very well. The farm looks great. I’ll take over milking the French goats tomorrow. I’m hoping I don’t mess it up.

There is one lady named Stephanie from Germany here. One girl from Brazil named Natasha. A young guy from Israel named Ron. An older man from New Zealand came last night named Grant. And a new American girl named Donna.
Hopefully my body can get more in the flow since I have been very drained from the heat and work. Other than that very happy.

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Ron, Natasha, and I working in the pens.

Sept. 27th, ‘17 – 7:00 PM – Goats with the Wind
Today was much better. Starting to get in the flow. It is always much better when we work with someone else I feel. Ron and I worked on cleaning the wedding area more today. It’s getting there. Maybe one more or half a day and it will be clean.
Either tomorrow or the next day we may go to the local pub in Yodfat. Should be fun.

Sept. 28th, ‘17 – 6:30 PM
Once again a great day. Heading to the pub here in a bit. Yom Kippur is tomorrow.

Sept. 29th – 6:00 PM
Today is Yom Kippur. The Day of Atonement. Usually people don’t do anything all day and they fast, but we still have to work tomorrow.

Last night was epic though. Ron and I went to the Yodfat pub and had such a fun time. You can’t buy beers, but they are charged to the members of the community. Only people from the mokshav can go,but since we are volunteers we were very welcome. We danced the night away with lots of beautiful people. Tonight is an epic dinner.

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The food here

Sept. 30th, ‘17 – 10:00 AM
Shabbat shalom. Finished our work for the morning. Probably will help milk goats later and feed the goats/animals tonight. New week starts tomorrow. Main events will be the week long holiday of sukkot and also a big wedding on Thursday. Two of Amnon and Dahlia’s daughters came last night and are spending the day here. Leia and Hedel. Both very nice. Hedel has two children and Leia works in film in Tel Aviv.

I’m fasting on only liquids until dinner tonight for Yom Kippur. I am also trying to finish a a book.

Oct. 1st, ‘17 – 7:00 PM
Good day today. Stephanie left, but we received four new volunteers. Angela from Germany. Judith from Germany with Yeron from Israel. And Nana from Israel. I may get to start going to the dairy shop soon but I’m not for sure. Enshallah.

Oct. 2nd, ‘17 – 8:00 PM
Hardest day so far was today. Worked from 6:20 in the morning until 6:30 pretty much non-stop. I got put onto a new fun construction project building a wall with an arch for the wedding. Dug holes for the new sukkot going in and lastly was almost killed putting up a tent for the wedding which we finally got put up. All around tough but a little shoesh helped the pain.

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Designs for archway.

Oct. 4th, ‘17 – 7:00 PM
Had a good day today after another tough one yesterday. A big group of us went to the pub last night for burgers, which were amazing. Tonight is first night of Sukkot, which goes for seven days. Tomorrow is the wedding so it should be pretty crazy.

I messaged Adam yesterday that I will be heading to his place on the night of the 14th for two days. I need to get my student visa on the 15th and then I check in to my dorm on the 16th. We talked a lot last night about transferring the work ethic and physical energy into school work ethic and mental energy for my master’s program. There is something special about transferring to a far distance for school. Excited beyond words.

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Near finished Arch.

Oct. 8th, ‘17 – 8:00 PM
Past two days were really rough. I was working in the kitchen cooking, washing dishes and being a waiter. Only Ron and I were left so we had a lot of work. But today was chill.

Around 4 PM, Amnon and I took a sheep to the nearby city Calcum. I thought we were taking it to get a hair cut, but actually we took it to the butcher. Miscommunication. The butcher was fat and fast with the knife. The neck was cut and the blood ran into a drain. The sheep was in my arms the whole car ride and his head was on my chest. When we pulled into the butchers shop I realized what was about to happen. I held the sheep, patted him and told him he was being promoted to a better life. His time was done. Tonight we ate his liver.

A new group of volunteers we affectionately and secretly call “fresh fish” arrived. The next week should be easy. And it rained tonight for the first time. Hopefully our roof didn’t leak too much. We will replace it this week.

Oct. 10th, ‘17 – 9:00 PM
I might be going to the desert on the 12th.

What good is freedom of speech if no one has anything to say?
I’m not going to be here forever.

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Gateway before we started working on it.
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Gateway after. Such a happy fence!

Oct. 19th – 1:30 PM – Tel Aviv – University Sportscenter
So I have made it to Tel Aviv and successfully checked in. All is very well. I’m chilling at the pool at the moment and loving it. They have a wonderful jacuzzi and sauna, a huge gym, and tons of classes. I’m going to get a pass for the year soon. $600. This afternoon if it is ok I’m got to do feldenkrais and kickboxing.

Everyone in Middle Eastern Studies class is mad chill. I start classes on Sunday. The teachers seem awesome. Lots of good energy.

I met and a wonderful woman at Kuli Yama the other night. Deep dancing connection.
Excited about school. Still need my student visa. Hopefully I can get it soon.

 

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January 10th, 2018 – noon

On this day, at this moment, I have found the reason why I have been sent to Israel to study. As an historian, as historians, I, and we, have a duty to penetrate and to discover hidden truths waiting to see the light of day. We do this not only to bring a greater peace to the world, which can only occur when a closer certainty of events has been established, but to glorify specific people or leaders who made tough decisions for their own people, and in a round about way, all people. For history is ultimately built by God, through man. It does us no good to only repeat what the commonly thought history is, but to shatter these preconceptions and to build anew hopefully closer to the truth of what actually occurred.

Perhaps I am here because only a outsider, with only the intention of discovering truth, could find the deeper secrets. Furthermore, I am fully aware of the dangers that are present in this quest for truth. I can’t help that from a unconscious perspective, my mind sees and puts together these truths. From a conscious perspective, I can only choose to proceed or not. I consciously choose to do so because I believe that is what God wants me to do.

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My view in Jerusalem during Christmas.

The thesis I will be working on (perhaps) is to connect the early events of Israeli history in a more synthesizing way, explaining that specifically the events of 1967, 1973, and 1978 were not unconnected but completely thought-out and pre-planned by someone or a group of individuals. Essentially, Israeli’s leadership knew that a war was eventually going to come, so instead of waiting they planned and pushed for it. That is why the two “wars” were so quick and limited in their destruction. Multiple people could have not even have been aware of what they ultimately were doing. Uncovering truth can shine a glorifying light on the leaders and heritage of Israeli’s past, which can in essence be shared by all Israelis.

I know this is what I’m supposed to do, I know the inherent dangers, but I also know what these people would have known, perhaps even have hoped for, that someone who would have been able to come along to tell their full story. I do it for them. Give me strength and guidance Lord. May your will be done.

4:00 PM Notes of Frederick Douglas Conference with John Stauffer

“He was attempting to ‘out-citizen’ citizens in a land attempting to stop blacks from being citizens.”

6:45
I am almost finished with my first semester at TAU International, studying Middle Eastern Studies for my Master’s degree. So far the year has been truly extraordinary and beyond my wildest dreams. At the moment, I could not be happier.

I will end up having A’s in both my written and spoken Arabic courses, and I am currently working on three papers. One for my Selected Topics of the Middle East course with Itamar Radai. Another for my Reading and Writing the Middle East course with Brandon Friedman. And the last is for Professor Elisheva Machlise’s Advanced Islamic Studies course. I am planning on dedicating myself extremely to this process from the end of the semester Jan 21st until the start of the 2nd semester around March 5th.

I have an amazing new place to live and work on Rothschild Ave in the heart of the city. It is a wonderful refuge and enclave. It might be the best place (in terms of what I like or need at this moment) that I have ever lived at. Pure manifestation and karma.

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New refuge.

I’ve met soooo many wonderful people from all over the world so far. Everyday it seems I meet more.

This weekend I’m going on a wine tour with my class, next weekend I’m going to a film premiere of the movie which just won a Golden Globe for Best foreign film with my friend from Italy. On the 17th we have a trip to see the Grand Mosque of Jaffa.

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At the wine tour

Oh, and today I decided to quit social media, and surfing the online news (altogether) for an indefinite time. There is a feeling that since I’m so confident and optimistic of the future I don’t need it any longer. Now I am focused fully on restructuring and reconstructing the past. For peace can only truly be here when we have no more secrets to hide. Blessed.

Jan. 19th, ‘18
Sitting at a bar on Ibn Gabriel and Pinkas, coming to a realization I may just publish this journal on the blog soon… Why not? I have no secrets to hide… to an extent 😉

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Some of the kids that I volunteeer with every week. They come from asylum seeking families in Eritrea and Sudan.

Jan. 21st – 7:00 PM
Well my goal to finish with as high of grades as possible is going well so far. I received a 93% (after a slight correction) in my Fusaa written Arabic course and a full 100% in my spoken Arabic course. First time to receive a 100% in my life. It was not easy, but pure concerted effort. Hard to not miss a single question all semester. Now 40 days to focus all my energy into 3 papers. Before, time to celebrate…

Jan. 24th, – 10:00 AM
I am getting to work now on the three papers. I am not going to say what they are about at the moment, but perhaps I will publish all three on this blog after I have turned them in.

So to take full control I will have to eliminate certain things from my daily habits… So far the main list is: Drinking, smoking, TV and movies, Facebook, surfing the internet for news, meat, sexual activity. What I can do: Read, Write, Workout, Eat, Sleep, Go to the beach if it is sunny… 🙂

Wish me luck! See you on the flip side!

Update: Had to post this new Jordan Peterson speech. When people like this are giving speeches like this, you know that humanity is winning. And haha here is a prediction… Hip hop culture (or more specifically China’s attempt to ban it) will actually save China. Word up to PG One and GAI!

 

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Blessed! At the Dead Sea in December.

What Is Coming Next.

Everyone thinks Trump is dumb and ignorant, but he is actually “acting” dumb and ignorant. Trump loves to talk. And he loves to talk about himself. Imagine knowing such a big secret that it will literally “save the world” and not be able to tell anyone. Not many could hold this secret. Everything has been perfectly planned. A huge clap for Trump for being able to pull it off. Everything he has ever done has prepared for this moment and everything he has done will pale in comparison to what is about to occur. If a centennial Noble Peace prize could occur, he would certainly win… Soon from now.

It just may go down as the greatest secret eventually told. There will be no one left to question his judgment or authority as a human being after what comes comes. The United States will be completely unified and if the USA is united the world will become unified.

The last problem is to sort out is the Middle East. Thus look at the enormous transitions that are currently occurring.

The winner of the Middle East conflict, or more specifically Cold War, between Saudi Arabia and Iran is the country that can reform itself the fastest. In these terms, Saudi Arabia is taking giant leaps to get to this point. Iran is being left behind or blind-sided in these regards. Watch Iran attempt to catch up soon.

Saudi Srabia and Iran must eventually make peace. This should happen soon. Syria is almost finished. Yemen should be the next area to find a peace agreement.

What will happen soon in the US will affect the entire world. Those connected to those who will fall will be marginalized. Exciting times we are in.

Blessed.

Stock up on popcorn for the coming week. The world will never be the same again.

Lady Justice is Knocking on the World’s Door

As I was chillin’ by the pool today with my pomegranate a thought came to me…

As human beings we have a primordial need to see justice being carried out to the unjust, especially when it comes to the elite or those in leadership positions. If one has asked themselves what is wrong in life, or what they were missing, one simple answer could be the lack of justice that we have seen for the majority of our lives. I would argue living in a world absent of true justice is actually quite an anomaly historically-speaking. And yet that is the world that “they” have attempted to build. That’s why it feels so strange. So awkward. This is all about to change.

Take a deep breath and smell the air. In one week take another deep breath and see if you can smell the difference… The air is about to change and it will never be the same again.

The snakes have taken over the henhouse. But have no fear, if one chops the head off a snake, the snake will always die. It just took them a lot of time to find the head. Now the executioner’s ax is fully sharpened. There will be nowhere to run and nowhere to hide. No hole to slither into…

For those concerned with reputation above all else, the death of one’s reputation can be worse, and certainly more “eternal”, than death itself, for one’s reputation transcends death. History has never been kind to the wicked.

Justice is coming and it’s going to be oh so sweet.


And from last night…

Called this +6 months ago. This video gave me goosebumps all over…. The world is about to change more drastically than it ever has perhaps in “modern history”. I’ve said since the beginning that whoever is guilty should always be held accountable. Justice is coming swiftly. Look at how literally every foreign leader is praising Trump at the moment. They all know what is about to happen. Look at the consolidations of power sweeping the world. The rats are about to be dethroned. Forever…

“For nothing is hidden that will not be made manifest, nor is anything secret that will not be known and come to light.” Luke 8:17

The big D is about to be the big heee-ro.

What a plan.

Hold on to your butts, strap on your seatbels. cause it gonna be a wild ride.

Let The Light Shine In, Let Justice Reign Supreme

I may fail in my ability to write a perfect essay. I may fail in my ability to find the totality of all necessary evidence for a given subject. But I surely will never fail in my ability to find original theories or conceptualize questions worth asking. If I can make that my bedrock, and writing and research come with time, there are no limits and no answers that cannot be found.

For what good is it if someone can write perfectly, research perfectly, but not conceptualize questions actually worth asking? More so, what fun is it?

Truth has no limit.
History has no limit.
Lies have no limit.
The limits are artificially placed by those who do not want us to look closer.
When we add another layer to our magnifying glass,
When we sharpen our scalpels,
All those things you thought forgotten will one day come back into the light…
No one lights a candle and puts it in a place that is hidden, such as under a bowl.
They put it on a stand, so that those who come in may see the light as well.
It’s about to get very bright.

Blessed.

 

The U.S. Navy’s Potential False Flag Against Russia, Trump’s War Speech, and Fake Protests

In this video I talk about the potential false flag that is being setup to blame Russia for the recent collisions of the USS John McCain and USS Fitzgerald. The DailyMail posted an article claiming that Russia has developed electronic warfare capabilities to “spoof” GPS systems. I believe they are connected to the recent Navy crashes in order to force Trump to go to war against Russia.

Secondly, I talk about last night’s speech by Trump to the armed forces that is seemingly doubling down on our overseas wars. Is there any justification or is this just leading us further to WW3?

And lastly, I talk about the false narrative that is being pushed to create division in this country by either creating both sides of the protests by paying protesters or allowing them to be built over time only to then put them in the same place to create violence.